10-10-10

wow wow wow !

10-10-10.

such a nice number and day man..

十全十美. PERFECT.

first , everyone in th world wanted to get married on this day..

830 couples say "I Do" on 10—10—10 

(its proven on website)

such a nice day to rmb right?

second , its my dad's birthday !

10-10-1963 = 47 years old.

Happy Birthday , Dad.

-身体健康-事事顺利-心想事成-天天开心-

I Love You.

As usual , we had a celebration of 5pax.

my dad , my mum , my brother , my ahma and me.

ah gong is working thus not able to join us.. ):

we couldnt had a whole day celebration with him bcos he was OUT until 5.45pm.

i was sooooo angry man. my plan was ruined. HMPF/

but i forgive him bcos today its his BIG day..

hahaas.

went to had dinner @ Bukit Timah.
MIAO YI VEGETARIAN RESTUARANT.
rating: 6.5/10.
th nicest food there is th roasted 'pig'.
th method of eating is use a vegetable + cucumber + roasted 'pig' + sweet sauce.
*thumbs up*

when home to cut th tiramisu cake + champange.
*happy birthday to u * 2 , happy birthday to daddyyyy , happy birthday to u*
my voice overwhelmed everyone's voice , LOLS.
(evidence in my camera's video)
after eating th cake , my dad is being requested to 'pop' open th champange by ME.
when pop-ed , we must all shout "huart ahhhhh" (one of my fav. kou tou chan)
pour th champange into th chiochio high-class glass cup.
then proceed to mine another fav. kou tou chan "ee-yarrrrrrr...sem"
as usual , my voice is th super loudest and longest. HAHAHAS.
i drink 2 cups :D



though i couldnt proceed what i actually plan , but i hope everyone enjoyed today..

be it th date of 10-10-10 or my dad's birthday.

once again , cheers for th nice & perfect day.

FAT & UGLY

one of my wishes/goals is to become slim and has sexy figure like th past. *winks*
yeah , its true tt i was to be as sexy as Jessica Alba.
there's one magazine, i forgotten which brand , once mentioned tt th ideal sexy figure is to have 0.7.
calculation is your waist size divide by your hip size.
mine waist is 26 and my hip size is 37 , therefore its 0.7 !
th ideal sexy figure which Jessica Alba had too.
tts why i used to say tt i looked like Jessica Alba & no one agreed. *sad*

HOWEVER.....
ON THE OTHER HAND....
everything change , everything gone.
i'll nvr forget things had changed when im sec3.
1. GROW FAT.
2. NO LONGER IDEAL SEXY FIGURE.
3. PIMPLES START GROWING.

no longer had a good and nice figure and complexion already );
i bet its th most scariest part where girls fear most.
& it all happened to me. wth `!#$%^&*()
speechless.
i cant find a word to describe th whole feelings of mine..

Make-up is one of th greatest invention tt enables one to transform to very pretty, gorgeous and beautiful person , esp. LADY.
i totally agree with it.
but..
to me, its not tt perfect yet.
how about your figure?
a flawless skin complexion + a slim&sexy figure *s* or *hour-glass* shape = ideal & perfect for LADY.
no doubt tt most of th girls are pursuing , including me.

when can i achieve it?
when can i fulfil my wishes/goals?
when can i get back to th time when im like almost perfect?
when ? when ? when !

i hate myself now.
i hate having many many many pimples now.
i hate being fat(stomach&thighs&arms).
i hate having elephant leg.
i hate being ugly.
i hate th feeling when i see pretty girls with good skin complexion + slim sexy figure.
i hate all these things that make me feel inferior.
i hate it , seriously.

when can i love myself?
hating people is tiring and hurting , moreover its hating myself..


perhaps, i should be more positive..

HungryHungryHungry

4th Oct

i feel like eating ;

-mini steamboat

-cream & strawberry puff

-pig stomach soup

-white chicken rice

-chilli crab

-siew mai

-tom yum

-green tea latte

-KOI

omg ~

now u know why my size is sooo cute ?

bcos everyday i have different cravings to eat !

but th most food i wanted to eat is mini steamboat..

th nicest mini steamboat i ever eaten is @ blk 26 new upper changi road

<Elaine&Jaslyn's hse there de coffeeshop>

th stall owner is Elaine's father's friend.

th auntie is super friendly and nice man..

i love her and her food !

Elaine & Jaslyn & Me love going there to have lunch after school when we were in sec5 ,

or even meetup to have dinner.

therefore , th auntie knows clearly what we want everytime we went there !

mine is mini steamboat dowan sotong w maggiemee noodle + alot alot of chilli.

*drool*

its really blessed to enjoy nice food + having lovely friends + chitchat-ing.

we can say its her loyal , regular customer and we also recommend th food to other ppl too :D

i recommend it to Diana , JiaXin , Ann Ting , KengPeng , Samson and .....

& eveyone thumbs up for th mini steamboat.

c'om lah , i wont recommend food tt its not nice ok !

i have a high standard of eating and im actually quite fussy towards eating..

th ppl who know me well, knows it.

however , th saddest part is tt.....

th stall had moved ! wtf ~ !#$%^&*()

why why why..

haish.

they had already grown their reputation there and had many regular customer , like us , and why moved?

though i know where they moved to,  

but what if th other customer who loves and feel like eating their mini steamboat<like me> doesnt know where they moved to..

issnt it very poor thing?

nvm , hackcare u.

i know where is it jiu hao ler..

*evil laugh*

when can i eat all my cravings for food?

ASAP !

once i know what i want(be it things/food) to achieve, i will strive for it (:

its either give up th thoughts or strive it for th fullest.

& thats me !

wheeeeeees`

Photos = Memories

its almost 1 week i haven blog ler.

its not i dowan blog.

its bcos Elaine & my cousin havent send me photos and i cant upload my photos !

so , i shall blog once i had photos.

i believe photos are able to show th happy/sad moments.

photos not only able to capture th things/moments we are had/doing & able to rewind back what one has done with th other partner.

though mind/eye are able to do so ,

but what if u forgotten bcos its too long or th other partner is dead alr or suddenly lost partially of ur memory *i know touchwood* but who knows th future...

its actually a blessed/happy thing when one think back of their own happy history made together with their family&friends.

"Best Friends may give u th best/happy memories/moments,

but they may not always be by your side in your life"

copyrighted*

so , cherish&treasure every moment when u were with your friends !

they may not be able to be with u all along as they had their own life..

what comes around, goes around too and this apply to Friends also.

but not forgetting one's beloved Family !



21st Sept 2010.

hey ,

post on 21st of Sept !

there's 3 thing.

first , its exactly 1 month to MY 18th birthday - 21st Oct.

second , its my cousin KhaiKhai's 18th birthday.

i will not forget her birthday bcos she is 1month elder than me(:

btw , she's my maternal side cousin.

last but not least , it only left 34days to my O lvl Enligh&EMaths.

oh my goodness ~

i have a mixed feeling of emotion , both excited&scared.

excited bcos faster finish faster enjoy and do whatever i want and able to work !

scared bcos im not prepared yet and afraid tt i will not get th result i want again..

th feeling issn't really good , its hurtful and painful.

i'll always rmb th feeling after knowing i didnt get A1 for EMaths, POA and Science.

after knowing tt no one score an A1 for POA in Sec5N ,

i totally just broke down and burst out into tears , couldnt hold on anymore..

of cos i hid th tears to avoid ppl seeing me cried , but i think only Jaslyn saw.

so please , dun let it happen again.. dont let th history happen anymore..

im afraid of failure and not getting what i want.

once failure once pain is enough.

*tears are falling from my cheek again*

though i didnt retake POA , but i did take Emath&English.

EMath - A1 , English - B3/B4. & tts my aim in O level 2010.

INSOMNIA - big or small problem?

hi ,
today suppose to have 2 tution - Peter's & Elicia's.
but , i cancelled it.
bcos last night i slept late , no , rather i NEVER sleep !
i cant sleep th whole night , i dunno why..
haish. i only manage to sleep like around 6-7am?
tts why i cant have tuition as it starts at 1pm.
end up i wake up at 3pm.

there's one comprehension i did with Elicia , is about "Insonmnia".
its an interesting passage.
"this is th first time i understand th comprehension passage and i feel like i've insomnia !"  i told her after reading.
"Slight insomnia might only mean taking a longer time to fall asleep."
"..severe insomnia... can go without sleep th entire night."
OMG ~ i have both slight&severe insomnia man..
issit a big problem to have insomnia? should i visit th doctor? or its just a small problem tt most ppl have?
haish.

btw , Peter is my English tuition teacher and Elicia is my English&Math tuition teacher(:

HAPPY 1ST DAY TO BLOGGY

Hi ,

today is th first day of birth for my new-born bloggy *clapclap*

though  i used to have a blog ; x-stephanie.blogspot.com but i deleted it liao):

& well , im even more idiot in blogging stuff and tts for sure !

recently , i dunno why i feel like blogging again..

 perhaps , im troubled with many things and i have no places to "complain".

thus ,i will treat this blog as my BEST OF BEST FRIEND.

though its a pity tt this best of best friend of mine couldnt "talk" to me and give me advise ,

but i will still LOVE you.

some recent photos of me tt was edited by Elaine(:
& there's ALOT more coming up bcos she havent edit nicenice.

1st picture i had with my new haircut(:

& i curl inwards abit myself *clap*

exactly th day after my oral , i went to cut.

then headed to Elaine der 7th month dinner.

credits to Elaine for being both a photographer & editer.

this was th surprise tt she wanted to give me.

& she was sooo contented and piao piao ran after she send me.

cos she said tt it was th first time she edit until like that and was so fucking nice(tts what she claimed)

she even said tt it was bcos she's a good and skillful photogragher&editer , tts why its so fucking nice.

BUT HELLOOOO ! LOOK , WHO'S TH MODEL HERE !

w/o a good&chio model , could u take such a nice photo out? yeah , true? hahahas.

btw, its a sad and annoying thing..

 i cant upload my pictures[theres alot] in my camera to my computer !

bcos theres once my computer went for servicing then when came back ,

th samsung<mycamera's brand> disc tt was installed by my cousin were gone !

&& th worst thing was tt my samsung disc went missing too !!! 

fuck ~ knn ccb !@#$%^&*()  ARGHHHHHH !

what should i dooooooo ? omg ~

"go buy a new samsung disc?"

ehh ! u tot no need money ahhh.. im jobless and seriously fucking broke now hor !

& even i buy , who's th kind soul to help me install?

THENNNNNN ?

wah ~ im really pissed off by this man.

cos i wan my pictures to be upload and able to send pictures to th ppls who always chase me for pictures tt were taken by my camera !!

haish.

happy 1st day to my blog - s-isforstephanie.blogspot.com.

cheers(: