GoodBye 2010

Bye 2010 ; Hi 2011

10! 9! 8! 7! 6! 5! 4! 3! 2! 1!

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

YEAH ~ ITS 2011..

 Let whatever happy & sad memories happened in 2010 stay in th history of 2010 ,

bcos a brand new year , a brand new beginning , a brand new page , a brand new chapter of mine is starting soon ! 

im looking forward to create a new wonderful&awesome year of mine in 2011 !

nevertheless , i hope all my wishes will come true..

 cheers & loves :D

SEX EDUCATION

something interesting tt i wanna share & i know u will like it *wink*

(please be more open-minded and mature mentally)

anyways M18 please , thanks :D

credits : sexland.

here is th link.

check it out for th latest updates (:

LOVE

An interesting&touching story to share :

“Paper Cranes”
Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girlfriend. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn’t seem too good. Until one day, his girlfriend told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let’s go our own ways there and then… heartbroken, the guy agreed. When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hard work and with the help of his friends, this guy had set up his own company… “You never fail until you stop trying.”He always told himself. “I must make it in life!” One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella walking in the rain. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn’t take him long to relise those were his ex-girlfriend’s parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury car. He wanted them to know that he wasn’t the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo etc. He had made it in life! Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed them. And he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone… and he saw his precious paper cranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happen. They explained, she did not leave for Paris at all. she was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday. But she did not want her illness to be his obstacle… Therefore she had chosen to leave him. She wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take those paper cranes back with him. The guy just wept… The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them, but knowing you can’t have them and will never see them again. A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money but love is divine. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to.

Do TRUE LOVE really exists?

(If No , yeah.. bcos fairytales doesnt exists too.)

(If Yes , then when will i found one?)

I’m selfish, impatient and  insecure. I make mistakes and im out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.

Three Words = Different meanings and feelings.

 

Three words to bring a smile: I love you.

Three words to hurt: I hate you.

Three words for comfort: I'm here now.

Three words for a bitter ex: It wasn't real.

Three words for my friends: You are amazing.

Three words for the world: Why bother hating?

Three words for my family: Forever, thank you.

Three words for the depressed: I will listen.

MEMORIES in th month of OCTOBER

1st Oct - CHILDREN'S DAY

Happy Children's Day to all th children in th world.

i dun celebrate tt day BUT i still received present from my tuition teacher - Christie ehh ! omg~

should i be happy about it or worry/angry about it? mixed feelings.

happy - i still look young not chao lao.

worry/angry - im alr a youth ler; rather a young adult ! or a zhang bu da de xiao hai...

hmm.. somemore , guess what she give? 

ANS : A PACKET OF SWEETS&CHOCOLATE AND A BOX OF COOKIES.

oh my god !!!! dunno i shld be happy or angry.

happy - i like to eat !

angry - im alr so fat and she wants me to get fatter !!

ok , whatever ~

btw , thanks for th present and happy children's day (try to get me a present on youth day instead , hahhas)

3rd Oct - 顺山亭's dinner

顺山亭 is a chinese temple located @ 42 Senang Cresent.

it comprises of many different deities like 大伯公 , 观音菩萨 and etc..

my father is one of the temple committee - TREASURER

there will be a reunion dinner every year w/o fail and this yr falls on th 3rd of Oct.

thumbs up for th scrumptious feast.

8th Oct - KBOX

with my beloved mummy-cum-sisters-cum-exBAM = ELAINE

@ E!HUB 2.30pm-5.30pm.

bought tibits @ SHOP&SAVE.

-aftermath , went Bugis to meet her godsis-JANETTE unreluctantly.

went to choose one of th 'open' present tt she is gonna give me @ DIVA .

<1bracelet and 1headband>

-dinner @ THAI EXPRESS [ILUMA]

-appointment with her friends to join ESABEE(EUMORA).

alr heard b4 but didnt really join but when there just for th sake of her !

wei da barhs..?

went there b4 9pm and ends ard 11pm+++

omg ~ so long man.

10th Oct - Dad's Birthday

<there's a post for it>

12th Oct - A PRESENT 4 MYSELF

this year had something special for myself bcos its my 18th birthday !

A PRESENT.

weird? had anyone of u bought smth or pamper yourself for your birthday present?

hmm.. guess its only me , perhaps there is but i dunno.

this is th first time getting present and pamper myself bcos its my 18th birthday going to be young adult.

th nxt time will be on th 21st birthday !

i specially pick 12th Oct for a reason. 12 - 21 (my bdae is on 21st and when flips its 12th)

LOLS? LAME? STUPID? WHATEVER? LIKE TT ALSO CAN? ERR.. OK?

hmm.. perhaps this are some of th reactions tt everyone would give barhs.

here's what i get for myself :

- 2 dress

- heels

- cosmetics

- 5 nail polish

- hair mask

total spent : less than $100.

its considered being expensive or good deal?

hmm.. am i a smart shopper or a stupid/impulse shopper?

16th&17th Oct - ADVANCED BIRTHDAY CELEBATION

Thanks for th advanced celebration and present.

-bbq @ East Coast Park

-Sentosa&VIVO

Love PricillaGIRLFRIEND , ClarissaSWEETHEART , MelissaLOVER , FungYongKOR , JeremySHUAIGE , JamesBF , JianYiHUBBY.

[Primary School Friends]

Love RebaccaCHIOBU , ShaShaDARLING , StellaQINGAIDER.

[GIRLFRIENDS]

Seriously , im FUCKING touched and elated tt u guys still rmb my bdae and surprises me with celebration and presents !

LOVE YOU GUYS&GIRLS LIKE I ALWAYS DO.

21st Oct - IMPORTANT DAY OF THE YEAR

MY 18th BIRTHDAY.

thanks for all th wishes , celebrations , cakes and presents !

be it advanced or actual or belated.

meet @ Plaza Singapura 12pm - THE CAFE CARTEL. *thumbs up*

Ela , Sha , Ika , Fizah , Audrey , Joyce , Isabelle , Kelvin ,  Azman , Azri , Sebastian , AlanBOSS

[ex-colleague]

not forgetting cake and present (:

[p.s] all are elder than me (age range from 19-35)

went home about 6.30pm.

Qing and Fei (my 2 cousins) are planning to stay overnight at my hse.

went to 红星酒店 w ahma,dad,mum,bro,2cousins and th birthday girl-me : D

-Vegetable-Cod Fish-America Duck-Cereal Prawn-*theirspecialdish*-Chilli Crab w 16mantou-

& total cost $200-$250.

(to my surprise , there is also a guy at his 20-30 birthday falls on th same day with me and celebrate at th same restuarant ! OMG ~ so damn coincidence. & th world is so small. FATE FATE !)

went home to cut cakes and drink cocktails.

& now , its my turn to *pop* th bottle man..

so fun cans !

*huat ah* & *eeee-yarrrr...seam* will nt be missed out cos both are my favourite kou-tou-chan.

& my wishes :

1. i hope to have a flawless&healthy complexion and a sexy&slim S figure.

2. i hope my family and i will always be happy , healthy , safe.

3. i hope to be a- MAKEUP ARTIST - BEAUTICIAN - ACCOUNTANT - BUSINESSWOMAN -

4. i hope to be a success in life of everything

(as a family member , as a friend , as a person , as in career-wise , as in academic-wise)

5. i hope everything in my life goes smooth and able to overcome all th difficulties.

6. i hope everything tt i wishes really come true...

*people tend to be greedy in terms of wishes*

23rd Oct - BELATED BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Elaine.

she went a big round and wanted to surprise me on what she planned.

its KBOX -ing @ E!HUB.

she bought me Mc Spicy and Double Cheese for herself as lunch.

thanks for th Mc Spicy , th warmest hug , th wishes(again) and th present.

will always love u like u always love me.

25th Oct - 2010 'O' LEVEL ENGLISH

th paper 1 starts @ 1.30pm.

& i had my last english tuition b4 tt for 2hrs , ends b4 1pm.

asked my dad to fetch me to Tampines Secondary School

bcos i dowan to perspire under th sorching hot sun tt would make me gets irritated and annoyed ..

wth ~ i was actually LATE for th exam sia.

luckily th private candidate did it in th classroom man , if nt sibei paiseh one norhs..

& well its late for 1minute. WAKKAKAS.

but stupid thing is tt , i perspired ! F*CK RIGHT?

when i looked in th composition topic , i wanted/almost shout and cry for joy man..

Question 3 ; its somehow like internet-blessing or menance?

tt topic was given by Mrs Bhaskaran last yr and hengheng i did th compo with my last tuition teacher - JINGXIAN.

(i nvr ever did a composition tt was given by teacher except tt topic b4 bcos i think tt th topic seems interesting)

luckily , i gave th compo to mine this yr tuition teacher - SHAYENNE.

she was strict enough tt only give 24/40 though its th best and only compo of mine with th help of a tuition teacher.

nxt , th paper 2 starts @ 4pm.

to my surprise , i managed to answer almost all th qn and summary.

aim to get B3/B4..

but i think its hard bcos im nt to tt standard yet? there's so many clever students , na lun dao wo?

whatever ! i must have faith and confidence in myself..

ren ding sheng tian.

26th&27th Oct - 2010 'O' LEVEL MATH

26th paper 1 = 2.30pm-4.30pm.

27th paper 2 = 2.30pm-5pm.

same thing , i had a 1.5hr and 2hrs tuition respectively b4 heading towards 'battling th war'.

happy tt th 2 days i wasnt late bcos i end at 1.30pm.

i love math.

but last yr i only gets B4.

this yr , somehow i lost focus and interest in math and i didnt really put in my effort and heart in it.

so , dun really had th confidence in getting an A1?

30th Oct - TONI&GUY @ ORCHARD CENTRAL

Mummy.

we had an appointment with TONI&GUY @11am for 1haircut&1treatment.

but in th end , we did 2haircut.

our stylist is JAYMEZ.

mum&i were stastified of th new hairstyle then we let him do in his style..

"Our hair is in your hand , we believe in you." mum said to th stylist.

btw , he is quite handsome, cool and also gentle towards ladies' hair..

(my mum give him a tips of $20)

went shopping @ Orchard Central and 313Somerset.

daddy come fetch us home and its alr 3-4pm

went to dabao Roti Prata , Soya Milk , Bubble Tea.

*yumyum*

(fyi, my ahma is playing mahjong at home)

to kill time , was chit-chatting with my mummy and doing pedicure for her.

furthermore , i help both my parent to do facial. (got skill one , ok ! mai siaosiao..)

                                                                                

END. OF. OCTOBER

Acting Smart = Proverbs

objective of th post :

-Learning interesting & challanging English proverbs.

where&resourses from :

REDSPOT Advanced Vocabulary for O level.

(purchased from Popular, its S$14.90)

Thoughts:

its a nice thick book which comprises of 10 different parts and have 365 tests.

able to upgrade your knowlegde in English.

(its something interesting tt i wanna share b4 th post on MEMORIES IN TH MONTH OF OCT)

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1.If the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch.

2.What you lose on the swings, you gain on the roundabouts.

3.All that glitters is not gold.

4.Take care of the pence and the pounds will take care of themselves.

5.You cannot make bricks without straw.

6.Set a thief to catch a thief.

7.Cross the stream where it is the shallowest.

8.The best fish swim near the bottom.

9.Fine feathers make fine birds.

10.If wishes were horses, beggars would ride.

11.Rome was not built in a day.

12.All his geese are swans.

13.Every family has a skeleton in the closet.

14.First thrive and then wife.

15.People who live in glass should not throw stones.

16.Speech is silver , Silent is gold.

17.When the cat is away , the mice will play.

18.The course of true love never runs smooth.

19.Fortune knocks at least once in every man's door.

20.Don't teach grandmother to suck eggs.

21.Better be an old man's darling than a young man's slave.

22.One man's meat is another man's poison.

23.Seeing is believing.

24.When in Rome , do as Romans do.

25.Half a loaf is better than no bread.

26.A friend's frown is better than a fool's smile.

27.No pain no gain.

28.Spare the rod and spoil the child.

29.Live not to eat , but eat to live.

30.Do unto others as you would others do unto you.

31.Cut your coat according to your cloth.

32.There is no smoke without fire.

33.Every cloud has a silver lining.

34.The more you get , the more you blant.

35.Paddle your own canoe.

(there is still alot more)

Missing You.

its been some donkey years since i last post !
to be exact , its 1day to a month..
of cos theres many things for me to update.
hmm.. i will sum everything up for th month of October(1st-31st)
will try not to be naggy but short&sweet.
so.... STAY TUNE !

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10-10-10

wow wow wow !

10-10-10.

such a nice number and day man..

十全十美. PERFECT.

first , everyone in th world wanted to get married on this day..

830 couples say "I Do" on 10—10—10 

(its proven on website)

such a nice day to rmb right?

second , its my dad's birthday !

10-10-1963 = 47 years old.

Happy Birthday , Dad.

-身体健康-事事顺利-心想事成-天天开心-

I Love You.

As usual , we had a celebration of 5pax.

my dad , my mum , my brother , my ahma and me.

ah gong is working thus not able to join us.. ):

we couldnt had a whole day celebration with him bcos he was OUT until 5.45pm.

i was sooooo angry man. my plan was ruined. HMPF/

but i forgive him bcos today its his BIG day..

hahaas.

went to had dinner @ Bukit Timah.
MIAO YI VEGETARIAN RESTUARANT.
rating: 6.5/10.
th nicest food there is th roasted 'pig'.
th method of eating is use a vegetable + cucumber + roasted 'pig' + sweet sauce.
*thumbs up*

when home to cut th tiramisu cake + champange.
*happy birthday to u * 2 , happy birthday to daddyyyy , happy birthday to u*
my voice overwhelmed everyone's voice , LOLS.
(evidence in my camera's video)
after eating th cake , my dad is being requested to 'pop' open th champange by ME.
when pop-ed , we must all shout "huart ahhhhh" (one of my fav. kou tou chan)
pour th champange into th chiochio high-class glass cup.
then proceed to mine another fav. kou tou chan "ee-yarrrrrrr...sem"
as usual , my voice is th super loudest and longest. HAHAHAS.
i drink 2 cups :D



though i couldnt proceed what i actually plan , but i hope everyone enjoyed today..

be it th date of 10-10-10 or my dad's birthday.

once again , cheers for th nice & perfect day.

FAT & UGLY

one of my wishes/goals is to become slim and has sexy figure like th past. *winks*
yeah , its true tt i was to be as sexy as Jessica Alba.
there's one magazine, i forgotten which brand , once mentioned tt th ideal sexy figure is to have 0.7.
calculation is your waist size divide by your hip size.
mine waist is 26 and my hip size is 37 , therefore its 0.7 !
th ideal sexy figure which Jessica Alba had too.
tts why i used to say tt i looked like Jessica Alba & no one agreed. *sad*

HOWEVER.....
ON THE OTHER HAND....
everything change , everything gone.
i'll nvr forget things had changed when im sec3.
1. GROW FAT.
2. NO LONGER IDEAL SEXY FIGURE.
3. PIMPLES START GROWING.

no longer had a good and nice figure and complexion already );
i bet its th most scariest part where girls fear most.
& it all happened to me. wth `!#$%^&*()
speechless.
i cant find a word to describe th whole feelings of mine..

Make-up is one of th greatest invention tt enables one to transform to very pretty, gorgeous and beautiful person , esp. LADY.
i totally agree with it.
but..
to me, its not tt perfect yet.
how about your figure?
a flawless skin complexion + a slim&sexy figure *s* or *hour-glass* shape = ideal & perfect for LADY.
no doubt tt most of th girls are pursuing , including me.

when can i achieve it?
when can i fulfil my wishes/goals?
when can i get back to th time when im like almost perfect?
when ? when ? when !

i hate myself now.
i hate having many many many pimples now.
i hate being fat(stomach&thighs&arms).
i hate having elephant leg.
i hate being ugly.
i hate th feeling when i see pretty girls with good skin complexion + slim sexy figure.
i hate all these things that make me feel inferior.
i hate it , seriously.

when can i love myself?
hating people is tiring and hurting , moreover its hating myself..


perhaps, i should be more positive..

HungryHungryHungry

4th Oct

i feel like eating ;

-mini steamboat

-cream & strawberry puff

-pig stomach soup

-white chicken rice

-chilli crab

-siew mai

-tom yum

-green tea latte

-KOI

omg ~

now u know why my size is sooo cute ?

bcos everyday i have different cravings to eat !

but th most food i wanted to eat is mini steamboat..

th nicest mini steamboat i ever eaten is @ blk 26 new upper changi road

<Elaine&Jaslyn's hse there de coffeeshop>

th stall owner is Elaine's father's friend.

th auntie is super friendly and nice man..

i love her and her food !

Elaine & Jaslyn & Me love going there to have lunch after school when we were in sec5 ,

or even meetup to have dinner.

therefore , th auntie knows clearly what we want everytime we went there !

mine is mini steamboat dowan sotong w maggiemee noodle + alot alot of chilli.

*drool*

its really blessed to enjoy nice food + having lovely friends + chitchat-ing.

we can say its her loyal , regular customer and we also recommend th food to other ppl too :D

i recommend it to Diana , JiaXin , Ann Ting , KengPeng , Samson and .....

& eveyone thumbs up for th mini steamboat.

c'om lah , i wont recommend food tt its not nice ok !

i have a high standard of eating and im actually quite fussy towards eating..

th ppl who know me well, knows it.

however , th saddest part is tt.....

th stall had moved ! wtf ~ !#$%^&*()

why why why..

haish.

they had already grown their reputation there and had many regular customer , like us , and why moved?

though i know where they moved to,  

but what if th other customer who loves and feel like eating their mini steamboat<like me> doesnt know where they moved to..

issnt it very poor thing?

nvm , hackcare u.

i know where is it jiu hao ler..

*evil laugh*

when can i eat all my cravings for food?

ASAP !

once i know what i want(be it things/food) to achieve, i will strive for it (:

its either give up th thoughts or strive it for th fullest.

& thats me !

wheeeeeees`

Photos = Memories

its almost 1 week i haven blog ler.

its not i dowan blog.

its bcos Elaine & my cousin havent send me photos and i cant upload my photos !

so , i shall blog once i had photos.

i believe photos are able to show th happy/sad moments.

photos not only able to capture th things/moments we are had/doing & able to rewind back what one has done with th other partner.

though mind/eye are able to do so ,

but what if u forgotten bcos its too long or th other partner is dead alr or suddenly lost partially of ur memory *i know touchwood* but who knows th future...

its actually a blessed/happy thing when one think back of their own happy history made together with their family&friends.

"Best Friends may give u th best/happy memories/moments,

but they may not always be by your side in your life"

copyrighted*

so , cherish&treasure every moment when u were with your friends !

they may not be able to be with u all along as they had their own life..

what comes around, goes around too and this apply to Friends also.

but not forgetting one's beloved Family !



21st Sept 2010.

hey ,

post on 21st of Sept !

there's 3 thing.

first , its exactly 1 month to MY 18th birthday - 21st Oct.

second , its my cousin KhaiKhai's 18th birthday.

i will not forget her birthday bcos she is 1month elder than me(:

btw , she's my maternal side cousin.

last but not least , it only left 34days to my O lvl Enligh&EMaths.

oh my goodness ~

i have a mixed feeling of emotion , both excited&scared.

excited bcos faster finish faster enjoy and do whatever i want and able to work !

scared bcos im not prepared yet and afraid tt i will not get th result i want again..

th feeling issn't really good , its hurtful and painful.

i'll always rmb th feeling after knowing i didnt get A1 for EMaths, POA and Science.

after knowing tt no one score an A1 for POA in Sec5N ,

i totally just broke down and burst out into tears , couldnt hold on anymore..

of cos i hid th tears to avoid ppl seeing me cried , but i think only Jaslyn saw.

so please , dun let it happen again.. dont let th history happen anymore..

im afraid of failure and not getting what i want.

once failure once pain is enough.

*tears are falling from my cheek again*

though i didnt retake POA , but i did take Emath&English.

EMath - A1 , English - B3/B4. & tts my aim in O level 2010.

INSOMNIA - big or small problem?

hi ,
today suppose to have 2 tution - Peter's & Elicia's.
but , i cancelled it.
bcos last night i slept late , no , rather i NEVER sleep !
i cant sleep th whole night , i dunno why..
haish. i only manage to sleep like around 6-7am?
tts why i cant have tuition as it starts at 1pm.
end up i wake up at 3pm.

there's one comprehension i did with Elicia , is about "Insonmnia".
its an interesting passage.
"this is th first time i understand th comprehension passage and i feel like i've insomnia !"  i told her after reading.
"Slight insomnia might only mean taking a longer time to fall asleep."
"..severe insomnia... can go without sleep th entire night."
OMG ~ i have both slight&severe insomnia man..
issit a big problem to have insomnia? should i visit th doctor? or its just a small problem tt most ppl have?
haish.

btw , Peter is my English tuition teacher and Elicia is my English&Math tuition teacher(: